Saturday, January 19, 2008
Today as I was walking to school suddenly I felt so irritated with myself. I cannot believe why I even got myself into this shit with this whole SMU thingy... I really really feel so stupid and irritated with myself that I agreed to go to SMU. Seriously I know this sounds really absurd and it reflects on me as being really spoilt or let's put it in this way, unappreciative of what I have got but seriously, I would rather swap places with my sis and go to SIM instead. I know of so many pple who keeps congratulating me and say how much they wished they were in my place but it's like hais i also duno how to let them know tt im so totally hating my life now!!! it's real hate to the maximax!
Anyways, I think the reason I can hate my life now so much is because I have actually experienced real contentment in life. Im serious. many may doubt this but seriously there was a period of time when I just felt that everything was finally right in my life and I never had or dun even rmb a day when I just dreaded to even step out of the house. ergh! hate it hate it hate it!!
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